wa~katta~

I finally understand - what drove me to stop stanning Arashi as much as I did before.

It's not them. It's me. Peh kau ayat putus cinta.

When I first started to like Arashi, they were already really really big. They had the AAA and stuffs. But. They were not everywhere. Sure they have a lot of shows. But..How do I explain this. They have shows, dramas, singles, concerts, albums. Everything. Oh. And CMs. And I love all that. But at the same time it's tiring.

I love ONE OK ROCK and my Jrocks. I hope they get bestsellers for every single/album/dvd they're releasing. But. I wish they'll stay out of regular variety shows or dramas out of a sudden.

I.. love them. But the anticipation of waiting for the band to release something is .. for the lack of better word and I totally forgot the English - kurushii. But the moment they release stuffs -

bam wham pham!

K.O on my side.

I don't know how to explain it. It just feel so damn good.

I used to feel the same towards Arashi. The anticipation of waiting for a drama for a member. The single the cm the everything. But they have dramas every season now. Not saying it's a bad thing. Hell. I hope that pattern will continue for the next 20 years. But it's tiring. I'm not the kind who stan only 1 person in a band. But..when it comes to Arashi, I end up following only a certain person's progress or activities. And I feel bad about it.

I'm not comparing jrock and jpop or in this case Arashi specifically. I'm just justifying myself.

For myself.

I feel the need to do so. This blog isn't publicize everywhere because of this habit of mine. Telling myself why I feel what I feel.

Uh. Nevermind.

I just felt like talking okay.

And now I'm done.

Oh!!!!!!!

YokoArena concert!!
I'll flail tonight.

Bye~

嵐が感謝しています。

sometimes they tire me. but never once have they failed to cheer me up, whenever i need them.

they're just like rainbows. chasing a rainbow tiring,an impossibility. but if you need to calm yourself down after a stormy day, find the rainbow around you, look around. it'll be there to make you smile again.

and just like the rainbow, Arashi has become an existence i cannot live without. an existence that sometimes, defines so many things about my life.

one day, one very fine day, somewhere in the far future,you'll find me saying that i have lost interest in them. and trust me, when that happened,it is not because they have stopped colouring my life, it is only because i have stopped colouring my life.

Arashi,

For the 12 years of awesomeness,

For the little years for bringing rainbows to my life,

For the many years ahead for showing me what is happiness,

ありがとう。

7 Food

Maximum Umai~! xD

It's too general. Hmm.. Okay. 7 Food I can cook.

LOOOLLL

1. Masak Lemak Cili Padi. Diakui sedap oleh diri sendiri.Haha Okay kalau tak puji diri sendiri, sapeee lagi nak puji??

2. Masak asam pedas daging.

3. Daging Black Pepper.

4. Kari melayu [bersantan.] daging/ayam/ikan/orang. 8D

5. Kari india [err takde santan.]

6. Rendang. Jangan tak caye. Ikan Tongkol masak rendang wa lepas eh. 8D

7. Nasi.

ekekekeke

Dah kalau sume lauk nak letak letih la kan.Tapi atas2 tu kire yg agak terer la masak.Cam pindang ke,tau je..Tapi,takde la brape terer.

Kalau suke lak.. [wahh makanan nye pasal,ken main lagi.]

1. Shakey's Pizza. Sedihnye,mcm dah pupus je Shakey's kat Malaysia ni -_-"

2. Danish Butter Cookies.

3. Cikgu Lim's cornflake cookies.

4. Bread/sandwiches. :D

5. Rendang Kicap Mak. Tatau la ape rendang tu sebenarnye,tau sedap je. haha okay ni tau masak gak,tapi mak nye paling best,so ignore je x penah masak sendiri.Kecuali kalau mak suruh.

6. Maggi TomYam extra pedas. Pandai2 la kan extra cili padi-ness ♥

7. Mak masak.Ape2 mak masak pun terbaik sebenarnye.Heheh

There. 7 Food I do not like?Perlu ke?Tak perlu kot?Kerana akan ada touching kalau certain org bace. 8D

So er yeah.That's all.

Ohhh.

Listened to Beautiful World. Every track. But stuck in Kono Mama Motto.

Because Golden Man is irresistible. :D And because I love Sho that much ♥

Okay let's admit. Kono Mama Motto is the cutest ever solo from Sho. When Sho sings,he's sexy.But when he sings cutely,he trumps Nino's cuteness. Because it's a rarity. :D

Yay for Sho! *hugs my once Ichiban, Sho's left leg* 8D

Wants

Assalamualaikum and good morning :)

Let's just get to the point.

7 wants.

1. Most important want right now. I want Aiba-chan to get better. T_T And cured from the pneumothrax or however that's really should be spelled. T_T

2. I want Arashi to stay strong and do Aiba's part whenever they can. And get enough rest so they too won't fall sick.

3. I want Aiba-chan not to feel guilty again. T_T 

4. I want my Dome DVD already T_T

5. I want to sleep.

6. I want to eat.

7. I want Arashi to keep being Arashi that makes me happy. ♥

But seriously,the first 3 wants are super important right now.

相葉ちゃんおだいじに！

oops?

I forgot to update on the meme yesterday.My bad. xD

So,7 fears.

1. Allah the Almighty. :)

2. Heightsduicvhiuwsnxionuiwehil. I think this is widely known. But surprisingly [I'm surprised myself.haha],I've been on a canopy walk,been inside a feris wheel,and some swinging ship. 8D But never up on a tree and never more than 2 steps of ladder. Oh and I can't stand on chairs or desks either.

*sneezes* I got cold. ~_~

3. Needles. Er I mean syringe. I think I almost fainted when I had my blood taken. And cried when I had my BCG and tetanus injection. -_-"

4. Blood. Ever since the incident that caused my thumb to be a bit distorted, I cannot stand seeing blood that comes out abnormally. I mean I'm a woman. And let's be honest, it'll be stupid to freak out over my own period. LOL But if it's from a deep cut or from nose,I'll freak out. Oh,and I didn't dare looking at the blood inside the syringe when my blood was taken orz.

5. I don't have many fears okay. Erm. Okay. Clowns and dolls. They are just WAAAYYYY too creepy kay.

6. Being alone. I mean,not being alone when everyone goes to work and I'm alone at home. I'm too used to that. But rather,being left alone. Abandoned. Everyone I love gone to heaven leaving me alone. That kind of loneliness.

7. Men. Bad men. Not batman ;p Because I believe that bad men are worst than ghost. If you see ghost, and recite Ayatul Kursi, the possibility of the ghost leaving you alone is like,100% dengan izin Allah :D But if it's idk,a raper..unless you get a weapon and hurt his balls,he's not leaving you alone. Right? Which is like,super scary. -_-"

There.

It's so cold lately in KL. Morning rain is a very welcomed thing. But not when you have work waiting.Hopefully it won't rain on the 11th July tho. Or my outing will be difficult. Yada T.T

And,the I've been listening to songs for Beautiful World. NYAN. Awesome. I'm gonna be loving this album. Nyan nyan NYAAAN XD

*sneezes*

Urgh cold. -_-"

and yet again another post.

I don't think I'll ever find myself updating my lj.I wrote down the things I wanted to.And then I forgot.And then.. I come here and my blog here will be update.And then I forget my lj.But at least I'm still reading my fpage.Or at least pretend to xD

And then there's the work O.O Work is work.Let's not think about it for the moment.

And then there's the screening.WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!Okay jumping up and down,dancing around,singing to heart's content may not be the most healthy activity for the throat,and feet.But 8D It's healthy for the brain.I seriously felt relaxed last week after the screening.All thanks too Arashians.And Arashi.And the DVD of which the Kversion I am getting weeeeee~ :DDDDDD Cannot wait for it. Hopefully it'll arrive on the 13/14/15th July.It's like,my present for myself xD

And then there's the concert goodies. /dies. Arashi > Food is like a common thing among fangirls I think.ufufu Oh and I am so getting the penlight.I heard they can change colourrrrrs *oooooooooooo~* and I don't have any penlight yet.Penlight,is important in screenings. 8D And I want the photosets.The poster [because Jun has open legs on it HAHAHAH OKAYYY SHUTUP PERVERTS hahaha].The markers too.And perhaps tshirts and bags and charm er okay maybe not everything.

So money goes to Arashi.Yay :D

And I wanna go karaokeeeeeee.Alone.I want to sing and dance.Alone.It's gonna be fun.Like watching movies alone. 8D I need not worry about the way I behave around nobody no? 8DDDD

Yeap.I'm definitely a loner.

Orz.

Reviews - And Fan flailing.

First and foremost, flailing. xD

Warning: This post will contain major flailing and spoilers for Himitsu no Arashi-chan 2 Jikan Haru SP and also *drum rolls* Ooku. Oh sexy Ooku. :D

If you are willing to proceed,please do. どうぞ。

Himitsu no Arashi-chan decided to go grand and invited, *drum rolls* - I should take screencap. xD

Mickey! I love Mickey. He is the cutest mouse ever ever ever. In fact, the only cute mouse [besides Minnie] I've ever known.And he was so awesome during VIP Room. I mean, he freaking played drums!

Now people,that is real talent. :D I think last night I was flailing over Mickey-tachi more than Arashi-san. 8D He's just so cute okay. And Minnie,oh Minnie.I wanted to be her!So I can do this without having any other fangirling killing me.hahaha

And when this happened, I was like, "KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!" Minnieeeeeee!!! ♥♥♥ 8D Mickey was devastated.Hahaha and *ahem*Sho*ahem* /bricked.

After that was Mannequin 5 SP [actually Mickey segment is between the start and end of Mannequin 5] and I laughed so much at them.I mean,Jun's nervousness - "What should I do if I'm called first?どうしましょう？どうしましょう？" and it just screams CUTENESS OVERLOAD.

Bratty Nino is bratty. Can't explain more. And they're all gorgeous,as always. ♥ Sho,of poor Sho.But he seems to enjoy losing.Like he purposely lost. *sakumoto hormones going unnecessarily up* haha Then again,it's Sho.He was being true to himself.Which is a normal thing to cause him losing.nyahaha


After that,I settled up some stuffs for my DS [transferring and converting and trying to figure the hell out how to patch the game] and I've decided to buy another R4i card.To put PVs.LOOOTTSSSS of PVs.Lots and lotsssss of PVs.Enough for me to travel by train to Seremban.More than enough.幸せですわ～

Okay so then I watched Ooku. And.

I died.Like,a gajillion times.I died at "the" scene.I died every time Nino smiled.I died when Nino was fighting Tacchon.I died when Tacchon glared.OMG Tacchon.Since when has he become so hot?Okay.Forever.Chicchai Ossan is cute,Tacchon is cool. ♥

And and OMG the whole gayness made me O.O WTF But.Interesting storyline indeed.I love how Mizuno was all shy about his real feelings to O-Nobu and made her disinterested in him when all he really wanted to O-Nobu's love.I don't even currrr if O-Nobu is Maki-chan because her character in the movie is almost invisible.I would've preferred it if Mizuno ended up with Shogun because Shogun is pwetttyy.Oh my gah.Kou-chan is prettt.So freaking pretty. *chuus*

I think I will watch this movie,over and over and over again.Maybe apply "the" scene for my ongoing [mochiron not published] Matsumiya - uh - stuffs. 8D  Ah...Nino kawaisou na...First he was raped by an older woman in uh the chef drama,and then he didn't get to kiss anyone else [anyone young or actually woman] and then his sex scene now is with an older woman [a very old woman indeed xD] and though Kou-chan is pretty,she's still older than him. And it wasn't anything more than a kiss too.Jun is lucky to have Hanadan. xD

Wait.I have yet to review the movie.That was just pure flailing. xD

It started with Mizuno's life.Night life to be precise.Japan was losing men, due to redpox and men all over Japan was selling their seeds.That to say, money for sex.But Mizuno was different,though he was born in a poor family, he had decided to help the women trying to conceive by offering sex without payment.And at this,O-Nobu was quite jealous.

Then he decided to enter Ooku due to circumstances.So when he went to Ooku,it wasn't all glamourous clothes but dark hearted people.He was almost gang-raped [gays O.o] by a bunch of guys in the middle of the night. He was used by one of the higher people, so that he'll be picked out of the bunch to serve Shogun.Because once a man has served Shogun, he will be killed. When I got to know this I was like, O.O So anyway,Shogun decided to let Mizuno pretend that she was O-Nobu and proceeded with the uh duties [more sex? seriously I think this movie is all about sex lol]. But of course,being the different Shogun, she decided to not kill Mizuno and released him instead.

I think the whole plot, on Mizuno's part is rather... cliche. *starts finding flaws xD* I mean,it's a cliche that she's letting kind and not evil Shogun like normal Shogun.And it's cliche that O-Nobu still wants Mizuno after that many women he had slept with [with no protection too!what if he contracted the redpox? O.o] and it's a cliche she still longs for him. I mean,I'd probably leave Mizuno in a drop of a hat when he starts sleeping around.haha

But contradictorily, these cliches are what made the story interesting. The taboo storyline they venture into is what made this movie - watchable.

Will I watch it again?

Ma.......

Probably yes. :D Because it has Nino and "the" scene HAHAHA and also the complicated woman dominated world type of movie is just, nice for a feminist like me. :D

Oh and,just because I speak in English/Japanese and watch/listen to lots of Japanese/English stuffs,it doesn't make me any less Malay.And even if it does, as long as I know I'm a Muslim,it's fine for me. What's the use of being a Malay when you're not acting like a Muslim. :)

And that brings this post a fullstop.

Bye-bi!

A rare 4-shot for a Himitsu Mannequin SP xD Definitely will treasure forever. xD

And kudos for those non-Arashi who can spot the pants and actually understand what I'm saying here. xD

This post is so obviously written with a long gap in between post. xD I was busy. ufufu

Of Kazu and NDS and ... me?

Luciano is probably my favourite guy so far. He's so... aloof?I don't know.I feel like a DoM and sometimes a DoS when I'm with him. DoF?

So to say,I'm into games these days. Like,really into games ♥ But please,not facebook game.They're toooo realistic. Like waiting for the crops to grow,the fishes to die,and so on. At least with DS I can play 10 days of Princess Debut in one night - and become very sleepy the next day. :p

So far I've only been playing Princess Debut, Kingdom Hearts, Tales on Innocence and a few other games. Common ones like Mario and Cooking Mama. Oh.And Taiko no Tatsujin ♥

And these days I always feel like meeting the 4DS just so we can flail on games. I mean, how often can you find someone who plays the exact game you're playing? Not very often. Plus!The 4DS-es are also Arashi fans. And thus, killing two birds with 1 stone. Yay. Okay lame but whatever.

Oh.And I'm meeting BB [not blackberry.duh] This weekend.On Sunday. To watch Gantz [Part 1].Excited? HELL TO THE YEEEAHH! So,looking forward to meet my girls and watch my man [HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH] acting with his....his.... uh... tight suit in with guns and a lot of violent actions. Yum~

Oh and Kazu?It is both my man [lol perasan.sukati la xD] anddd my DS ♥ Yes DS' name is Kazu because I don't know what else to name him and it's the only name that pops inside my head. Other than ohmylovelygorgeousbrattysamathesecond. But that'd be too long for a name. Bet ya it'll beat Kip's full name. Teeehehehe

So. Back to work.

Toodles~

p/s:Have yet to meet Soffihani since I came to KL. T_T