J K

In Japan, I probably love J the most. ♥

In Korea, since I've been watching Running Man, I've been interested with one person.

He's clumsy. Boko boko. A little airheaded. 190cm tall. Thin. Not the most handsome person. Doesn't have baby-face. Looks 3 years older than his real age.

But I really like him.

As much as I like..Lee Jun Ki...?

And he's Kwang Soo

And

Yesterday

I saw a Malaysian dude who looks 90% like him.

Oh dear..

♥

mou wakannai

That feeling you have

The feeling you know you're not supposed to harbor.

The love you have for someone you can never have

It's beautiful.

It's like rainbow.

But I hope,just like rainbow,it'll be temporary

And someday I'll be able to love someone else.

As much as I love...

J

perihal matluthfi90

Ala kesian adik sorang ni. Kerana merely stating his opinion, kena bomb lak kat channel sendiri.

Malaysian, Melayu sekalian. Rilex la.

He's STATING his opinion. Memberi pendapat. He's not pushing his opinions to anyone. Dia tak memaksa semua orang untuk bersetuju dengan dia.

Eh apsal saya pi translate ayat sendiri?

Ok back to the matter;

Okay.

So much hate on the above video.

Why?

Kenapa?

Nande?

¬___________________¬ *nino-glare yay!*

Jangan la cakap Matluthfi90 dah lain. Kalau lain pun, salah ke? People change. People who don't change at all are people who are dead. YOU people changes daily. Unless you're dead and watching youtube from inside your grave.......

That's rather creepy actually.

So what about him changed? I don't see him change actually. He's still the pretty much honest dude with honest video saying honest opinions on youtube.

Probably the hair did change.. hmmm..

But anyway, I do agree with his video though after watching his video, Aliff Satar's song got stuck in my in and that is not something I want. Not at all. -_-"

People might think he's a snob for saying stuffs about the Malay songs. But he did comment on Grenade too. To be honest, I don't get the lyrics for the songs he stated. I don't even know they exist apart from the Baby baby baby and Bruno Mars'. Usually I'll be putting orz after saying this.However, I don't feel the lost at all for not knowing the songs from KRU and Fourteen and uh... sapa lagi sorang tu. Ah. Sofaz. Because I don't listen to them at all. I mean, I used to listen to KRU songs until they started to write crappy lyrics.

And the rest.... well let's just say,I grew up with Ebiet G Ade and Sheila Majid's songs. So my take on completely useless lyrics are a bit.... XD

So there. He's not the only one thinking the lyrics are a bunch of crap. Many people are.

To me, those who hated on the video are either;

1. Dead people who doesn't change and doesn't want him to change (saying it rudely would be wanting him dead)
2. Fans of the said songs.
3. Overly romantic people who listens to love songs all day *yawn*
4. A complete hypocrite who doesn't even buy the albums of the said songs/singers but claim to really love the songs/singers whatever.

As for me, I'll keep supporting Matluthfi90. Cuma saya tatau mana nak beli album Shweet Cangat dia tu. XD

Speaking of supporting, I really should buy YUI's album in the near future. T^T Walaupun bukan dari

This is promoting the single but Hello is in the album too so. yeah.

Panggil la saya ni tak patriotik ke apa ke. Peduli.

1.Kalau Malaysia lawan Japan dalam bola sepak, saya sokong Japan.
2.Kalau disuruh beli album antara err Faizal Tahir (sebab kat Malaysia saya paling suka dia haha) atau The BAWDIES, saya beli The Bawdies. Walaupun mahai sket la. Eh. Triple price sebenarnya orz T^T


Tetapi.

Kalau disuruh saya lindungi negara saya dari Japan, saya akan kekal disini, melindungi tanah lahir saya.

Malaysians.

Melayu(s)

Letakkan lah patriotisme anda di tempat yang betul.

Peace and out!

p/s: Iyer Matluthfi comel gile cute kyut fudhincknd,nckjnnjksdfnkjs *squish*. 好き！

嵐が感謝しています。

sometimes they tire me. but never once have they failed to cheer me up, whenever i need them.

they're just like rainbows. chasing a rainbow tiring,an impossibility. but if you need to calm yourself down after a stormy day, find the rainbow around you, look around. it'll be there to make you smile again.

and just like the rainbow, Arashi has become an existence i cannot live without. an existence that sometimes, defines so many things about my life.

one day, one very fine day, somewhere in the far future,you'll find me saying that i have lost interest in them. and trust me, when that happened,it is not because they have stopped colouring my life, it is only because i have stopped colouring my life.

Arashi,

For the 12 years of awesomeness,

For the little years for bringing rainbows to my life,

For the many years ahead for showing me what is happiness,

ありがとう。

Sedih pun tak kemane.

Kan?

Saye Sedih.

*sniffs*

Tiket ke Tokyo cuma 400. Return tiket okay. RETURN. Tapi arini la.

Masalahnye.

Setelah pindah2 rumah,fikir kene beli langsir and katil and what shit not.

Saye xleh beli.

Tau tak,betape sedihnye saye sekarang ni?

SANGAT.

Penah bercinta? Bagus. Cuba bayangkan pakwe anda yang dengan anda sekarang ni tinggalkan anda jauh2. Tanpe sebab.

Sedih?

Ye.

Itulah depression yang saye rase sekarang.

Nak nangis.

rawr2buny , ohnasyer

Chii,Nasyer I misyuuuuuuuuuu

会いたい会いたい会いたい

どうしよ？

いつかいっしょうにあそうぼか？

すごく

すごく

すごく

すごく会いたいよ。

Paranormal Activity 3

This post is gonna be filled with not much info on PA3 but just the random incoherency.

Ohhhh my dear.

IT WAS SOOO FREAKING CREEPPY I DIDN'T EVEN DARE TO GO OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE MOVIE FOR THE TOILET BECAUSE I WAS SCARED TO WALK IN THE DARK.

The CG was awesome really. It really looked like a founded footage and the ghosts were so real.

So. freaking. creepy.

If you're planning on watching,do not do these;

1. Berlagak bahawa kamu sangat berani
2. Tengok sorang-sorang.
3. Tengok 1st show pagi2.

I did those. Oh I regret it immensely. XD

But.

I didn't regret watching. It was really awesome. Better than Haunted Houses. They managed to make me hide behind my jacket. Teheh XD

And.

I hope there'll be no PA4. ~_~

BW = Bowling... Really?

BW = Beautiful World.

Can't believe they have a remake. And,brace yourself for a very racist remark. Remake is awesome when it's Re:Make by ONE OK ROCK,but not awesome and so Korean when it's a...remake. -_-"

I really can't believe Arashi is having a remake. The new song. Can't it be a single? Like, a normal single. A special single! A To Be Free kinda single,no RE just LE.

Well tbqh I'm bitter because I have no money left for Arashi. I spent like,a 100 plus for the phone repair. *weeps

*sigh*

I hope Johnny won't turn them into some Korean ppoi artists. I'll really leave the fandom then. Which I really don't want. I love them. I really do. I just..hate kpop kay.

Anyway!

flumpool's LE and RE will be arriving in December. WEEEE. I am so freaking happy. I know it's rather stupid that I actually bought both. But hey! I need the calendar. And Tenugui Wasshoi is irresistible. :D Syuhada memang gullible dengan goodies flumpool. I can tie the wasshoi on my neck,and maybe Seiji will pet me on my head. Er.. Nevermind.

Also.

Cancelling on getting YUI album. Because...flumpool is priority?I wonder if that's a bad thing. hahaha

And bowling.

Yes.

Bowling.

Went on Friday last week with...

Jannah
Hajar
Fitri
Syahim
Kak Jiji
Ida
Wan
Intan

And

yours truly lost by 3 point.

THREE FREAKING PINS.

Because the lane sucks.

I'm in denial. Let me be. XD

And they wanted me to do the whole chicken dance.

You kureji? Like hell I would. I'm not that cool to dance the chicken dance in the middle of a gajillion of people. hahaha

But I had a good time throwing some heavy balls knocking down some tens of pins.

Next month we'll probably have some laser fight stuffs.

Yay?

I suck at shooting. LOL


Well. Let's hope I won't have to do a chicken dance then!

8D

toodles!

p/s:I love "Love So Life" and "Phi Brain." SO FREAKING AWESOME.

Enam Belas

Hari Lagi.

Pierce

Coz we, we can see how

It's gonna end but I

Got my love for you.

And maybe

It wasn't such a good idea after all.

But they say

The heart never learns.

Pierce -ONE OK ROCK

One Ok RocK - Pierce ( Lyrics In Description ) by ZarakiSasuke

*Romaji by me from official lyrics in the booklet*

Here with you now I'm good, still miss you
I don't know what I can do, we can't be true

満たされる事なく二人の距離
Mitasareru kotonaku futari no kyori
縮まっていく度切ない...
Chijimatte iku tabi setsunai

溢れ出した想いつのるだけで
Afuredashita omoi tsunorudakede
Uh It's hard for me to say

'Cuz we can see how it's going to end
But I got my love for you
もしもこのまま君を忘れる事ができたら
Moshimo kono mama kimi wo wasureru kotogadekitara

なんて思えば思うほどに
Nante omoeba omouhodou ni
君を忘れることなんて僕にはできるはずもなくて
Kimi wo wasureru kono nante boku ni wa dekiruhazumonakute
We always wish tonight could last forever
I can be your side

I shouldn't be in your heart
Either the time we have spent
And I want you to know what the truth is
But sometimes it makes me feel so sick, oh no
I just can't say to you, No I won't

'Cuz we can see how it's going to end
But I got my love for you
もしもこのまま君を忘れてしまったら
Moshimo kono mama kimi wo wasureteshimattara

二度と愛す事もないかな?
Nidoto aisukoto mo nai ka na?
僕は本当にそれで心から幸せと言えるかな?
Boku wa hontou ni sorede kokoro kara shiawase to ieru ka na?
Yes, we always wish tonight could last forever
I can be your side

Love.

And live life.

恋をしようよ

                        -Wakaouji Takafumi

Seram

Kadang-kadang text messages yang dihantar seorang ibu itu, walaupun bukan berisi berita buruk, malah sebenarnya.. berita agak baik jugak la hahahahahah, adalah lebih seram dari 10 filem Syamsul Yusof didarab dengan 15 filem seram KRU.

Serious.

Seram sampai tak boleh berfunction otak ni.

Nak mintak tolong mak, tapi, yang menyeramkan statement mak sendiri. Acane?

Ngeeee

Seram siut. Gigil-gigil da ni. Ade makin demam ni karang.

Zankyo Reference

I HAS THE ALBUM PEOPLE. 8DDD

And it's so damn pretty. The Rui Hashimoto mini photobook I mean. So so so so so so prettyyy! And now for album review that shall be re-posted at my lj too. Okay. Might be. Not sure as of yet. :D

1. Coda
Music : Toru

50 seconds of introduction.

As usual, the introduction is always kinda creepy. BUT. Fits being an introduction. Gets you in the mood.

2. Lost and Found
Words; Taka
Music; Toru and Taka

MOTHER F-ING CRAP! Fully English song. I love how his grammar is decent. Makes me so proud of him~! Of course,the song is full of hatred. HAHAHA but that's OOR for you. Their songs are sometimes full of revenge and hatred and broken love. I don't know man. Taka is a broken hearted man I supposed. XD Awesome awesome awesome!

3. Answer Is Near
Words; Taka
Music; Toru and Taka

A previous single song.I can't say much about the lyrics since I don't really understand. But. Musical wise. I love it! Still a fast song. The chorus is what's best about this song. Projects Taka's voice so perfectly!

4. NO SCARED
Words; Taka
Music; Toru and Taka

A TOTAL METAL HEAD BANGING BRAIN CRUSHING HEART MELTING SONG. If you love A7X, you probably will love this song. Also a fully English song. :D

5. C.h.a.o.s.m.y.t.h
Words; Taka
Music; ONE OK ROCK

HOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I love this song. Go listen to it from my previous post. I forgot which one though. 8D

6. Mr. Gendai Speaker
Words; Taka
Music; Toru and Taka

Nobody can find me here
This is my secret place
No one knows and no one will know
But I feel like losing senses
I am in this corner here alone

SEE WHAT I MEAN? His perfect grammar.

And this time,it's a slower number. But strong on the guitar and bass. Love it.

7. Sekenshirazu no Uchuhikoshi
Words and Music; Tomoya and Ryota

I love the electronics feel to the music. And the lyrics has Cygnus! [All English so I know.lol] If this is the kind of masterpiece Tomo and Ryota come out with,they should do it more. :D

8. Re:Make
Words and Music; Taka

Another song full of hatred. HAHA I think it's a Taka thing. But but but I love the music. It showcases Taka's voice perfectly. Not too fast of a song, but not slow either. It fits in the middle. And I love the PV. It's a love.

9. Pierce
Words and Music; Taka

I shouldn't be in your heart
Either the time we have spent [I think he meant to say Neither the time we have spent]
And I want you to know what the truth is
But sometimes it makes me feel so sick, oh no
I just can't say to you, No I won't.



I love this song. The slow music, the dreads. And fact that they have Piano, Viola and Cello in the song to is like so <33333 This song breaks my heart.

10. Let's take it someday
Words and Musics; Taka

Lyrics don't make sense if you don't the Japanese. So no comments on lyrics. Musical wise, Taka Taka Taka..You impress me so much. :D

11. Kimishidai Ressha
Words; Taka
Music; ONE OK ROCK

Awesome awesome awesome~! I love it. Very.. ONE OK ROCK. Compliments the whole album~ <3

12. Hidden track

The clapping = Awesome
The acoustic sounds = Awesome
Ryota's random voice = Awefreakingsome
The lyrics = Awefunnysome

I mean seriously, "First listen to this album." and some other bits and pieces I don't really get it's Japanese I'm no translator lol. But HOMG it's so damn awesome!

My ratings for this album.

Songs: 54 out of 5.
Photobook: 53 out of 5

tokimeki memorial

Comparing to the 1st version for NDS, I prefers so much of the 2nd version. The main characters is not

- A douche
- A stuck up jerk
- A selfish brat

And more..

- Funny
- Cute
- Insecure
- Friendly

I really like that he works at Sangosho instead of model his butt around. I... have a thing about people who doesn't work in the limelight. Well except Arashi and my Jrock biases.. teeehehehe

And he's so freaking cute. The whole,"If you're late I'll chop you." and totally karate chopped the player's character when she's late is so freaking dfunhidncnschihjnasijnhduiwehfiu cute! And and and when he says, "Well,I'll forgive you if you say it more cutely." KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

Also I like the sports guy. Shiba-kun is way awesomer than the 1st version. Deeper voice uuu~ But Wakaouji is a bit... turn off tho. He's cute. But too cute for a teacher. I really prefer the previous version's. So much testosterone going on in the previous version. LOL

However, the girls aren't as much fun as compared to the 1st version. I still prefer the girls @ 1st version. Ufufufu~

All in all, I love both Tokimeki and I shall strive to get all the guys in both version. HOHOHO

Any Man of Mine

I actually like this book. However...

I'm quite.. pissed by the main character. HOMGGGGG KAU TAK BOLEH SLUTTY LAGI KEEEEE PEREMPUAN.

hahaha

Autumn Haven. Naturally red-headed. According to Sam,has nice racks that could back up weird toenails. Nice butt. And big personality. But doesn't forgive nor forget easily. Takes 5 years to forgive Sam anyway. And blows hot and cold easily.

But.

Way too easy. Sam maneuvered her way too easily. I was thinking that maybe,they'd end up together because Conner wanted them too. Or they started by being friends first. Get to know each other first. And then jump one another. Instead, they jumped each other, and then be friends/lover and then get to know one another. Like. HELLOOOOO? DIDN'T YOU LEARN THE FIRST TIME THAT HAPPENED?

I mean, I get it Sam was a better man. But seriously. SERIOUSLY.

But I enjoyed immensely reading the book.

I hate my taste sometimes.

XD

Eh?

What in the world... I totally forgot about the 7 meme. HAHAHAHAH Oops. XD

Anyway,7 books.

7 books I recently read,and I like, or idk. Just. 7 books.

1. The Book of Tomorrow - Cecilia Ahern.

I'm not really a fan of Ahern. Especially since P/s:I love you. She was a little..I don't know. Even an Irish told me,she is not a good author. But I bought the book because the storyline seems good. I haven't finish this. I'll take some time. The flow is too slow. ufufu

2. Ingatlah Tempatmu di Akhirat - Tuan Guru Dato' Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat;

A really good book. I have nothing to say about it other than, it's a really good book.

3. Any Man of Mine - Rachel Gibson

NC17. Woohoo~ I didn't know okay. I was like,Oh! Nice storyline,and I bought it and in the middle of it I was like...So..NSFW.But interesting nonetheless. Better than The Book of Tomorrow. Oops.

4. Westlife: Our Story

Yeah I read their book. It like a whole long interview but! It's a fun book to read. I love reading the boys' thoughts. The hardship they had to go through in order for them to succeed as they are today. And it kinda touches my heart. ♥

5. Pikanchi photobook 0415 0515.

I love the photobook. FOR REAL. I love how they keep everything a mystery and you need to buy it to unlock those beautiful mysteries. :DDDDl

6. flumpool fourbond

An artist book. Basically consist of prettiness and interviews which I enjoy immensely. It even shows Genchan's artwork. I can't not love that. :D

7. MMU's 12th Convocation program book.

Because it has my name. Teehe! Congratulations to alll graduate of 2011. Omedetou gozaimasu! :D

oh crushed crush..? XD

It was so weird.

But I had the closure I needed.

And thus.

I'm moving on.

Anyway. This is not a blog of an Arashi fan anymore. Well. I still love Arashi. It'll be a TOTAL lie if I say I don't love Arashi anymore. It's like. Love. Not "like" that you can forget in a blink of an eye. It's LOOOOOVEEEEEE. It's.. Passion too. Ah Arashi.. ♥

And Ninomi is like.. ♥ I can't even XD

But. I love someone else too. Well. I've liked them for quite sometime. But only recently decided to fall for them hard. Like,really really really hard.

They are,

ONE OK ROCK! [Pronounced like a Japanese pronunciation of One O'Clock. Yeah they're that cute. 8D]

Eh salah gambar.

Maybe I should get a more decent picture.. Without Alex.. Since Alex isn't in the band anymore..

Oh well. This is them. The ONE OK ROCK that I love. With all the eccentricity and all.

How can I not love them?It's impossible. I love the vocalist terribly. He's the.. epitome of all awesomeness. His voice is awesome. His personality is weird just the way I love it. His look is..well..he's hot with that goatie and all. His fashion sense is <3 He's just...So awesome!

So go enjoy the amazingness that is ONE OK ROCK. :D

I lost.

Having wp without the will to update is like having no wp at all.

I just prefer blogspot/livejournal okay.

And 7 books. O.O

I must be crazy trying to attempt to review 7 books. It is hard to remember the books okay. I'll skip that first. [my meme sukati la haha] I'll do... 7 films first.

er.. Lemme see....

Ape hah?

7 favourite movies.

Listed to whatever comes to my mind first. Not because I like 1 better than 2 or whatever.

1. Interview With The Vampire.

Mind-blowing.

Brad Pitt - Check
Tom Cruise - Check
Vampires who burns when exposed to sunlight - Check
Naked sc- err

I think most people have heard of this movie. It's ♥ right? :D

2. Titanic.

No I do not like only movies with naked ladies. I just like the way the story is told. I think I watched it when I was 9 years old. Or a bit older than that. I remember I watched it during the first of Syawal tho. 8D And the way they showed the sinking of it is just... O.O

3. Transformer 3.

Because there is no Megan Fox. It's like Uncle Dudley's happiness when there's no post on Sunday. 8D I hope the happiness isn't short-lived like Uncle Dudley's too.

...

Oh man.

4. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.

Because Rob Patt died.

Need I explain more?

8D

By now you should know Twilight would never make into the list. Unless I make another one. Suckiest movie list.haha *haters gonna hate*

5. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.

Not gonna spoil. But I love it because it marks the end of HP. The end of my childhood. I am now a grown woman. Ready to take on the world.

*weeps at a corner*

6. The Da Vinci Code

Also a movie I love because I love the book. And I love a book/movie where people solve things. :D

7. The Faculty.

Very old movie. Back when Elijah Wood was still scrawny ... wait .. he's pretty much still scrawny XD
I love this for the Elijah,and the Hartnett.When people among me was going on and on about Tomok and I was in a dreamland full of Aliens and hot guys. Damn I felt so cool. haha XD

Anyway,the graphic of this movie was believable considering the time when they produced the movie. It was no transformer but the aliens were,alien-y!

Now. 7 movies I hate and have watched.

1. Twilight.

Er the first movie. I watched only the first. Because sparkly vampires who stalks girl at night is not my cup of tea. :)

2. Kongsi.

A malay movie. I say it's kinda dumb. The ending. I don't get it. It's supposed to be a comedy. But. IDK. It's not fun.

3. KL Gangster.

I think I am forever gonna hate this movie the moment someone decidedly compared it to Harry Potter. O.O WTF?

4. High School Musical.

I can never seem to finish this movie. It's always 30 minutes - falls asleep. Maybe it's the pastel colours. Hmm.

Or maybe it's just Zac Efron. He looks too much like Ken.

5. Sayang You Can Dance.

I DO NOT GET THIS MOVIE AT ALL.

6. Zathura

Because there's Kirsten Stewart.Haha okay Lie. IDK. It's just a bit tooooooo.. Jumanji-ish? I grew up with Jumanji. Watched over and over. And suddenly comes the girl with empty face in Zathura. Can't expect me to like it.

7.

And I can't think of any other movie I don't like. Oh perhaps any Malay movies produce by Shamsul Yusof. He's always overrated. I don't even know why his movies are always popular. Do I watch them? Yes. Do I like them? lol No.

There.

Twilight fans,don't kill me. I just love Anne Rice. Meyer's version of sparkly vampires with pedophile werewolves simply turns me off.

Because admit it, Tom Cruise is the hottest Lestat in history. XD

moving on~

Cause I'm movin' on~movin' on~ *does some hip rolls*

Yeaaapp.

Moving on :D

To wordpress.Back.Until I figure the damn how to post to blogger via mobile. Because seriously,I have so much work at er work.Blogging will have to be things I randomly do at home. So it needs to be done through phone. And thus,only wordpress is supported so far.

I'm gonna be bored shitless this weekends. So spamming twitter and wordpress is a must! 8D

So till later,

byebi~♥

-meme shall continue in wordpress. I can attach the pictures of books I'm supposed to be reviewing 8D

7 Food

Maximum Umai~! xD

It's too general. Hmm.. Okay. 7 Food I can cook.

LOOOLLL

1. Masak Lemak Cili Padi. Diakui sedap oleh diri sendiri.Haha Okay kalau tak puji diri sendiri, sapeee lagi nak puji??

2. Masak asam pedas daging.

3. Daging Black Pepper.

4. Kari melayu [bersantan.] daging/ayam/ikan/orang. 8D

5. Kari india [err takde santan.]

6. Rendang. Jangan tak caye. Ikan Tongkol masak rendang wa lepas eh. 8D

7. Nasi.

ekekekeke

Dah kalau sume lauk nak letak letih la kan.Tapi atas2 tu kire yg agak terer la masak.Cam pindang ke,tau je..Tapi,takde la brape terer.

Kalau suke lak.. [wahh makanan nye pasal,ken main lagi.]

1. Shakey's Pizza. Sedihnye,mcm dah pupus je Shakey's kat Malaysia ni -_-"

2. Danish Butter Cookies.

3. Cikgu Lim's cornflake cookies.

4. Bread/sandwiches. :D

5. Rendang Kicap Mak. Tatau la ape rendang tu sebenarnye,tau sedap je. haha okay ni tau masak gak,tapi mak nye paling best,so ignore je x penah masak sendiri.Kecuali kalau mak suruh.

6. Maggi TomYam extra pedas. Pandai2 la kan extra cili padi-ness ♥

7. Mak masak.Ape2 mak masak pun terbaik sebenarnye.Heheh

There. 7 Food I do not like?Perlu ke?Tak perlu kot?Kerana akan ada touching kalau certain org bace. 8D

So er yeah.That's all.

Ohhh.

Listened to Beautiful World. Every track. But stuck in Kono Mama Motto.

Because Golden Man is irresistible. :D And because I love Sho that much ♥

Okay let's admit. Kono Mama Motto is the cutest ever solo from Sho. When Sho sings,he's sexy.But when he sings cutely,he trumps Nino's cuteness. Because it's a rarity. :D

Yay for Sho! *hugs my once Ichiban, Sho's left leg* 8D

7 Places

Not necessarily realistic but I try to keep it..grounded.

1. Mekah. Obviously.

2. Japan. The hell with people saying it's dangerous. There was earthquakes in Alaska damn it. Kalau dah ajal,kat mana2 pun akan meninggal juge.

3. Melaka. I miss home okay.

4. Gombak. I do not like Tok Mat Tower okay. Nak balik rumah. Rasa nak balik lepas tu tidur.

5. Pluto. Seriously.

6. New Zealand. ♥

7. Toilet.

Bye!

Wants

Assalamualaikum and good morning :)

Let's just get to the point.

7 wants.

1. Most important want right now. I want Aiba-chan to get better. T_T And cured from the pneumothrax or however that's really should be spelled. T_T

2. I want Arashi to stay strong and do Aiba's part whenever they can. And get enough rest so they too won't fall sick.

3. I want Aiba-chan not to feel guilty again. T_T 

4. I want my Dome DVD already T_T

5. I want to sleep.

6. I want to eat.

7. I want Arashi to keep being Arashi that makes me happy. ♥

But seriously,the first 3 wants are super important right now.

相葉ちゃんおだいじに！

oops?

I forgot to update on the meme yesterday.My bad. xD

So,7 fears.

1. Allah the Almighty. :)

2. Heightsduicvhiuwsnxionuiwehil. I think this is widely known. But surprisingly [I'm surprised myself.haha],I've been on a canopy walk,been inside a feris wheel,and some swinging ship. 8D But never up on a tree and never more than 2 steps of ladder. Oh and I can't stand on chairs or desks either.

*sneezes* I got cold. ~_~

3. Needles. Er I mean syringe. I think I almost fainted when I had my blood taken. And cried when I had my BCG and tetanus injection. -_-"

4. Blood. Ever since the incident that caused my thumb to be a bit distorted, I cannot stand seeing blood that comes out abnormally. I mean I'm a woman. And let's be honest, it'll be stupid to freak out over my own period. LOL But if it's from a deep cut or from nose,I'll freak out. Oh,and I didn't dare looking at the blood inside the syringe when my blood was taken orz.

5. I don't have many fears okay. Erm. Okay. Clowns and dolls. They are just WAAAYYYY too creepy kay.

6. Being alone. I mean,not being alone when everyone goes to work and I'm alone at home. I'm too used to that. But rather,being left alone. Abandoned. Everyone I love gone to heaven leaving me alone. That kind of loneliness.

7. Men. Bad men. Not batman ;p Because I believe that bad men are worst than ghost. If you see ghost, and recite Ayatul Kursi, the possibility of the ghost leaving you alone is like,100% dengan izin Allah :D But if it's idk,a raper..unless you get a weapon and hurt his balls,he's not leaving you alone. Right? Which is like,super scary. -_-"

There.

It's so cold lately in KL. Morning rain is a very welcomed thing. But not when you have work waiting.Hopefully it won't rain on the 11th July tho. Or my outing will be difficult. Yada T.T

And,the I've been listening to songs for Beautiful World. NYAN. Awesome. I'm gonna be loving this album. Nyan nyan NYAAAN XD

*sneezes*

Urgh cold. -_-"

Loves

This is not some mushy post where I talk about some random guy I fall in love with. Okay,maybe not so random,but I do love him. I mean,what's not to love about Jun ♥ [It's like the symbol ♥ is embedded in my mind every time his name crosses my mind] But this is not about him. It's about,da dum~

The meme 8D

7 things I love.

Lemme see..I can list out 700 things I hate,but 7 things I love?

1. Technology. Seriously, I cannot live without my NDS and mp3. Especially NDS. Phone,is optional. haha

2. Arashi concerts' dvds. Because I can't go to Japan yet. Even if I can,I still love their dvds to bits. *dances to Hadashi no Mirai* clap clap ah clap~ xD

3. Arashi goodies. PHOTOSETTTTTT. Ordered through Madi. Ureshii desu. :D

4. Dodol goreng tepung. Sedapppppppp :D

5. My job. Because no job = no money = no Arashi goodies = sad life. xD

6. Boost. Specifically the Strawberry Squeeze. :D

7. Stationery.

There.

The things I love are rather...normal no? XD

And I watched one episode of Code Blue 2.Pi was.Erm.No.Pi.He,sucks.Like seriously.I like the drama.It was a sad episode that I accidentally watched.Gakki was great.Erika was too.And the girl who played Saejima was great.Pi.Pi was Pi.He was a doctor,and yet,his face,all on his face was a blank canvas.Like he has no feeling.

It's the eyes. T.T

So now I shall buy Code Blue dvd.I want to watch the drama.Not because of Pi obviously,but because the story itself is really nice.Yay~

And I have nothing else to say.

Oh.Melaka was fun :D:D:D Nawwar's wedding was fun. :D:D:D The carnival was SUPER FUN. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

There.Done.

Hates.

This is not an angry post.

Okay bothering angry. It's the meme's fault. Since it's the second day,and second day's theme is,

7 hates.

Now.Just what do I hate.

1. Aside from FT Island,Lee Jun Ki,and those older actors and singers,I HATE KPOP FOREVEEEEEEEEERRR. Especially DBSK.

2. I hate KRU because Norman made a stupid statement about the banning of megaupload. I will forever not support their work anymore. Karak will be their last production that I will watch what so ever. HATTTTEEEE.

See?Angry post. xD

3. I hate the whole banning of Megaupload because I think it's a dumb move.

4. I hate guys who doesn't give up their seats for elders. Especially when they look at me expecting me to give up. Of course,I do give my seats to elders,but seriously,who's the one with balls here?

5. I hate people who speaks to me like they know me so much. This happens a lot before in MMU. "Syu mana pandang budak melayu weh.Dia kan suka org korea je." Which is really,a bit of a fuckery. xD Since I don't even like koreans,aside from thus mentioned above xD

6. I hate bitter gourd. And nasu. YADA. If it's the nasu who was once in KAT-TUN, that I ♥. Because he is just so freaking cute.

7. I hate myself. 8D

Because for me, there's no way you can love or hate anyone,if you do not feel the same on yourself.

Hey,I love myself.I hate myself too.It's not contradicting.It's a way for me to learn to be a better person.That's all. :D

But I think the most important hate is still the number 5 and number 1. xD

Oh!

Gonna go back to Melaka todaaayyyyy.

Excites ♥ I've put dancing pvs in my DS.But I know,Mada Minu Sekai E will be on loop.The dance at 3:03 till 3:17 is just so hot okay. Like,super duper hot. 8D I love it. xD

Okay work hour has started.

Till then,

byebi♥

7 days meme :D

Okay.I'm not the best person when it comes to daily meme.Skipping Saturdays and Sundays is a must.But.I think I'm gonna give this a try.

Day 1 - 7 Secrets
Day 2 - 7 Hates
Day 3 - 7 Loves
Day 4 - 7 Fears
Day 5 - 7 Wants
Day 6 - 7 Places You Want to Go
Day 7 - 7 Foods
Day 8 - 7 Books
Day 9 - 7 Films
Day 10 - 7 Things that matter the most

So.7 secrets.

Erh.Okay.Kinda awkward.But.

1. I stole money when I was a kid once. Shame on me.
2. I lied to mom when I was 9.I got number 14 in class.And I was soooooooo scared.I thought I've screwed up so I didn't tell her.
3. I think APink are cute. OMG The horror of admitting this. T.T
4. I had suicidal thought when I was 13 before.Hormones~
5. I used to be so scared of failbook.com
6. I failed on many things before and every single time I think of it,it depresses me.
7. I hate one of my family members.Yup.

Okay.Awkward.*prays nobody reads this*

and yet again another post.

I don't think I'll ever find myself updating my lj.I wrote down the things I wanted to.And then I forgot.And then.. I come here and my blog here will be update.And then I forget my lj.But at least I'm still reading my fpage.Or at least pretend to xD

And then there's the work O.O Work is work.Let's not think about it for the moment.

And then there's the screening.WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!Okay jumping up and down,dancing around,singing to heart's content may not be the most healthy activity for the throat,and feet.But 8D It's healthy for the brain.I seriously felt relaxed last week after the screening.All thanks too Arashians.And Arashi.And the DVD of which the Kversion I am getting weeeeee~ :DDDDDD Cannot wait for it. Hopefully it'll arrive on the 13/14/15th July.It's like,my present for myself xD

And then there's the concert goodies. /dies. Arashi > Food is like a common thing among fangirls I think.ufufu Oh and I am so getting the penlight.I heard they can change colourrrrrs *oooooooooooo~* and I don't have any penlight yet.Penlight,is important in screenings. 8D And I want the photosets.The poster [because Jun has open legs on it HAHAHAH OKAYYY SHUTUP PERVERTS hahaha].The markers too.And perhaps tshirts and bags and charm er okay maybe not everything.

So money goes to Arashi.Yay :D

And I wanna go karaokeeeeeee.Alone.I want to sing and dance.Alone.It's gonna be fun.Like watching movies alone. 8D I need not worry about the way I behave around nobody no? 8DDDD

Yeap.I'm definitely a loner.

Orz.

Reviews - And Fan flailing.

First and foremost, flailing. xD

Warning: This post will contain major flailing and spoilers for Himitsu no Arashi-chan 2 Jikan Haru SP and also *drum rolls* Ooku. Oh sexy Ooku. :D

If you are willing to proceed,please do. どうぞ。

Himitsu no Arashi-chan decided to go grand and invited, *drum rolls* - I should take screencap. xD

Mickey! I love Mickey. He is the cutest mouse ever ever ever. In fact, the only cute mouse [besides Minnie] I've ever known.And he was so awesome during VIP Room. I mean, he freaking played drums!

Now people,that is real talent. :D I think last night I was flailing over Mickey-tachi more than Arashi-san. 8D He's just so cute okay. And Minnie,oh Minnie.I wanted to be her!So I can do this without having any other fangirling killing me.hahaha

And when this happened, I was like, "KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!" Minnieeeeeee!!! ♥♥♥ 8D Mickey was devastated.Hahaha and *ahem*Sho*ahem* /bricked.

After that was Mannequin 5 SP [actually Mickey segment is between the start and end of Mannequin 5] and I laughed so much at them.I mean,Jun's nervousness - "What should I do if I'm called first?どうしましょう？どうしましょう？" and it just screams CUTENESS OVERLOAD.

Bratty Nino is bratty. Can't explain more. And they're all gorgeous,as always. ♥ Sho,of poor Sho.But he seems to enjoy losing.Like he purposely lost. *sakumoto hormones going unnecessarily up* haha Then again,it's Sho.He was being true to himself.Which is a normal thing to cause him losing.nyahaha


After that,I settled up some stuffs for my DS [transferring and converting and trying to figure the hell out how to patch the game] and I've decided to buy another R4i card.To put PVs.LOOOTTSSSS of PVs.Lots and lotsssss of PVs.Enough for me to travel by train to Seremban.More than enough.幸せですわ～

Okay so then I watched Ooku. And.

I died.Like,a gajillion times.I died at "the" scene.I died every time Nino smiled.I died when Nino was fighting Tacchon.I died when Tacchon glared.OMG Tacchon.Since when has he become so hot?Okay.Forever.Chicchai Ossan is cute,Tacchon is cool. ♥

And and OMG the whole gayness made me O.O WTF But.Interesting storyline indeed.I love how Mizuno was all shy about his real feelings to O-Nobu and made her disinterested in him when all he really wanted to O-Nobu's love.I don't even currrr if O-Nobu is Maki-chan because her character in the movie is almost invisible.I would've preferred it if Mizuno ended up with Shogun because Shogun is pwetttyy.Oh my gah.Kou-chan is prettt.So freaking pretty. *chuus*

I think I will watch this movie,over and over and over again.Maybe apply "the" scene for my ongoing [mochiron not published] Matsumiya - uh - stuffs. 8D  Ah...Nino kawaisou na...First he was raped by an older woman in uh the chef drama,and then he didn't get to kiss anyone else [anyone young or actually woman] and then his sex scene now is with an older woman [a very old woman indeed xD] and though Kou-chan is pretty,she's still older than him. And it wasn't anything more than a kiss too.Jun is lucky to have Hanadan. xD

Wait.I have yet to review the movie.That was just pure flailing. xD

It started with Mizuno's life.Night life to be precise.Japan was losing men, due to redpox and men all over Japan was selling their seeds.That to say, money for sex.But Mizuno was different,though he was born in a poor family, he had decided to help the women trying to conceive by offering sex without payment.And at this,O-Nobu was quite jealous.

Then he decided to enter Ooku due to circumstances.So when he went to Ooku,it wasn't all glamourous clothes but dark hearted people.He was almost gang-raped [gays O.o] by a bunch of guys in the middle of the night. He was used by one of the higher people, so that he'll be picked out of the bunch to serve Shogun.Because once a man has served Shogun, he will be killed. When I got to know this I was like, O.O So anyway,Shogun decided to let Mizuno pretend that she was O-Nobu and proceeded with the uh duties [more sex? seriously I think this movie is all about sex lol]. But of course,being the different Shogun, she decided to not kill Mizuno and released him instead.

I think the whole plot, on Mizuno's part is rather... cliche. *starts finding flaws xD* I mean,it's a cliche that she's letting kind and not evil Shogun like normal Shogun.And it's cliche that O-Nobu still wants Mizuno after that many women he had slept with [with no protection too!what if he contracted the redpox? O.o] and it's a cliche she still longs for him. I mean,I'd probably leave Mizuno in a drop of a hat when he starts sleeping around.haha

But contradictorily, these cliches are what made the story interesting. The taboo storyline they venture into is what made this movie - watchable.

Will I watch it again?

Ma.......

Probably yes. :D Because it has Nino and "the" scene HAHAHA and also the complicated woman dominated world type of movie is just, nice for a feminist like me. :D

Oh and,just because I speak in English/Japanese and watch/listen to lots of Japanese/English stuffs,it doesn't make me any less Malay.And even if it does, as long as I know I'm a Muslim,it's fine for me. What's the use of being a Malay when you're not acting like a Muslim. :)

And that brings this post a fullstop.

Bye-bi!

A rare 4-shot for a Himitsu Mannequin SP xD Definitely will treasure forever. xD

And kudos for those non-Arashi who can spot the pants and actually understand what I'm saying here. xD

This post is so obviously written with a long gap in between post. xD I was busy. ufufu

Of Kazu and NDS and ... me?

Luciano is probably my favourite guy so far. He's so... aloof?I don't know.I feel like a DoM and sometimes a DoS when I'm with him. DoF?

So to say,I'm into games these days. Like,really into games ♥ But please,not facebook game.They're toooo realistic. Like waiting for the crops to grow,the fishes to die,and so on. At least with DS I can play 10 days of Princess Debut in one night - and become very sleepy the next day. :p

So far I've only been playing Princess Debut, Kingdom Hearts, Tales on Innocence and a few other games. Common ones like Mario and Cooking Mama. Oh.And Taiko no Tatsujin ♥

And these days I always feel like meeting the 4DS just so we can flail on games. I mean, how often can you find someone who plays the exact game you're playing? Not very often. Plus!The 4DS-es are also Arashi fans. And thus, killing two birds with 1 stone. Yay. Okay lame but whatever.

Oh.And I'm meeting BB [not blackberry.duh] This weekend.On Sunday. To watch Gantz [Part 1].Excited? HELL TO THE YEEEAHH! So,looking forward to meet my girls and watch my man [HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH] acting with his....his.... uh... tight suit in with guns and a lot of violent actions. Yum~

Oh and Kazu?It is both my man [lol perasan.sukati la xD] anddd my DS ♥ Yes DS' name is Kazu because I don't know what else to name him and it's the only name that pops inside my head. Other than ohmylovelygorgeousbrattysamathesecond. But that'd be too long for a name. Bet ya it'll beat Kip's full name. Teeehehehe

So. Back to work.

Toodles~

p/s:Have yet to meet Soffihani since I came to KL. T_T

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So.

Freaking.

Cuticle!

I love cats.

I love kittens.

Even more when they're this cute.

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So cute.

If cekodok is still alive,he'll look exactly like this cute little guy.

Cekodok,I will forever miss you sweetie pie. <3

The second post.

I'm not keeping count of number of posts I've made.But this is only the second.So. xD

And I'm dedicating my second post to my bestfriend forever.

Happy Birthday Fariza Aziz!

I hope you'll have an awesome birthday and may Allah bless you.And please cepat kahwin.haha

Do not forget that I <3 you forever :D

I don't have photoshop.Otherwise I can work on something for you.Next week Syu belanja Chicken Rice Shop.But you je.hahah Internet jadi saksi.haha And again,Happy 24th Birthday Kak Jaja Beem!

The beginning.

I've decided to delete EVEEEEERYTHING inside the blog and treat it like a new one. :) But I can never know when I'll update this the next time around.Anyway,yoroshiku ne~!

Oh and I has a Jun uchiwa which is super cute and I'm so in love with it I don't even understand xD And yeah.That's all. xD